Sunday, September 21, 2008

Too busy to reflect...


Recently, I have been knee-deep in boxes, diapers, papers, bills, curriculum, applications, emails, letters and bday invites...all of the things that mommies are entrusted with once a bundle of joy bombards your life. I had a blog once...once...I can't seem to remember my log in info, nor was I any good at updating it! So, I started a new one...and if those of you who find my blog page, in addition to this one, please let me know so I can delete it! Many of my friends have a blog, an active blog, keep up with scrapbooking, journals of their kids and picture albums. But me, I can barely find time to take a shower. What am I doing with my time? Everyone has the same 24 hours in the day, why does mine seem so short? Or more importantly, why do I continue to do the things that are not as important as they seem to be at the time? Magazines bombard you with new ways to make your life easier, when they just make them more hectic! How many sites do I log on in one day just to update? I don't get it! Why can't I just pick one and stay with it!?

Just this afternoon at lunch, I wanted to find a closet and scream! Just scream! I felt so overloaded that I couldn't even function! Maybe it is because my son is SOOOOOOOOO active that I can't possibly keep up with his energy, or the fact that my medical transcription is not making the money it needs to be worth sitting in front of a computer screen while my kiddo plays by himself? Or is it the load of laundry that I have to wash, AGAIN, because I left it in the washing machine for too long...AGAIN...Do you hear what I'm saying? I'm TOO BUSY! But with what?

Just like a diet...I'm starting on Monday to not be busy. Who knows what that will look like, but apparently...I won't be busy....

Until next time....

PS... I have written down my info and put it in a safe spot so that I can do some more reflecting... :)

2 comments:

Angie Lynn said...

Yay! I'm so excited to be able to keep up with you! And, YES, I hear ya sister! So little time, so much to do!

CEO MAMA said...

I have been reading your blog for some time, you rock at this stuff! I need to take lessons! How is the family? Seems like we just get settled in and then we move again...off to Littleton! Hopefully for a good long while. If ever your down this way...give a hollar!